Debitatie poemistica

Hello!

Sunt mandru sa postez prima chestie pe acest nou blog!

Acum cateva zile, am avut o perioada de cateva minute in care iti incercam sa imi limpezesc capul, dar tot esuam, nu puteam sa renunt a ma mai gandi la ce este de facut, la ce-i in jurul meu. Asa ca am luat un pix si am inceput sa scriu... nu ma intrebati dc mi-o venit totul pe engleza, caci nici eu nu inteleg.

Mind's Insimplicability


It's so hard, so terribly hard
to clear ones thought of all inside...
to put all things aside,
to focus on the moment only
which is Heavenly and Holy
for as short and insignificant
as it is,
it contains Eternity,
an obscure desire,
as wild as fire,
that drives you to insanity
if you try to persue it,
or even percieve it...

It's dreadful how you are bound to yor concius self;
never able to let yourself go.

Of course, why would you?
Self preservation is a strong fellow!

But still, imagine letting go in a way like never before
forgetting about all that you adore,
about your shining star,
about all you are;
get rid of hate,
that unorthodox state,
lose time
to get to the moment,
the moment you want so much
to grasp, to clutch...

And, then, the last thing to do:
Most hard to make true
is to let go of letting go,
clearing out the last of thoughts
creating a void of the mind
so that you may finally find
the gateway,
the gateway to the stairway
that leads you to the eternal, paranormal, elemental,
to where you are everywhere and anytime,
while everywhere is right here and anytime is right
now!

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Such selfabandonment is not really conceivable,
nor possible
for the living
who are bound to think, to feel,
maybe Death brings such a state upon one
once one's gone...
Maybe not, for then
we would all go to
the same place after
we die...
Even if we try
to be better people,
there would be no difference
between us and the killer
and life would lose meaning,
as the Bible would lose it's teaching.

Maybe void of thought belongs only to the Holy,
to God, our supreme protector and judge.
Only He having the privilege of being everywhere, anytime,
with His total objectivity
and clarity
over all that is
over all the breathes.

Yet here I am, man,
trying to rid myslef of my carnal chains,
to find new lanes,
to see the the truth,
the absolute truth,
the light! -

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But...
It's so hard to clear onesthought,
to put yourself, feelings, beliefs
aside...


Mda, deci nu e cea mai impresionanta "opera" de a mea, dar a fost creata spontan, in cam 15 minute, si contine niste ideatici.

Servus-tok!